I want to tell you some last words,

Yes... You stole me so many thoughts, acts, freedom, part of my personality, moods and uncountable things. But after all, I was given to fight hard for our love as I always showed. Maybe, you didn´t want to see it or I didn´t fight as hard as you expected...

I can see your face when I met you, brown and happy with this dark and long hair... I can remember what I thought in this moment...  I can see you walking in a suit with that energy you have got... I can remember the first time I tried to sleep near you, it was such a tense night...

I can remember so many stupid love fights... I can feel your face in my hands and your big hands covering my face and playing with my hair. I can feel your hands massaging my whole body... I can laugh remembering your humor. I can remember this special moments we had in this rooms, in this park, on this friend´s sofa, in this changer, on this black chair, in this car... I still feeling tickle when you move your tongue around my lips.

I can hear the music we danced in this crazy and unpredictable nights... I can read the welcome papers on the window when I moved with you... I can still pushing away those colourful balloons and smelling the flowers you bought for me... I can hear you asking me to show my face when you decided to speak about my shame, my defect... I can still feeling your support. I feel all the seconds we lived in this horrendous and scary night where we both were so strong. I can see myself sitting on your legs after every meal. I can see your pretty face imitating mine when I was angry. I can still seeing London from this unusual bike.

I can see your perfect and naked body if I close my eyes. I can smell your perfume and I can feel our intense looks... I can live once and again what we both built together... Can´t you??? Are you telling me that wasn´t love? I can perfectly remember the few times you told me how much you loved me...

I can remember your face the last time I saw you, I can feel this last and fast kiss you gave to me... I can remember you running away from this building... You knew everything was over... There was when you gave me up and I didn´t want to realise...  I can´t hear your beautiful voice in my mind... And I am afraid because I know I will never hear it again... I have lost it! I have lost you...

I can feel everything I have lived with you when I hear our song... It comes as an Hurricane and razes my body once and again. Tears of sadness are coming from my eyes and a big smile full of happiness and yearning crosses my face...

There is no a solution to forget you... "I will never forget, I will never regret". I don´t have to avoid anything trying to entertain myself with stupid things... I need to remember and get it over, as you did... Didn´t you? I still loving you so much, acts can prove... But I will be alright, if that is what you really want... I just don´t know where do you get the strength to fall in love again... I will have to be satisfied with our short and intense love story... What should I do better? Sometimes love runs away...

I suppose now everything is over... Everything is said... I can´t even realise that is happening... Losing the most incredible thing I have ever had and felt... Losing you forever... Did you really love me? Cause I really don´t know now... And I am absolutely destroyed inside...

Years will pass... And I would like to know from you, as a friend, as a person that changed my life and my mind in so many ways... Please, don´t disappear! You will always be part of me and my life´s story... Thanks for all the moments!